Innocence Lost – Principals Of Lust

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Published on: August 24, 2014

Innocence Lost – Principals Of Lust

Hello my invisible other…your imaginary mind companion has had a change of mind…these last few weeks my heart’s been in the process of scrutinising my own intentions so much so I can feel a sense of a misunderstanding between you and I…for whatever reason you are here…I want you to know whatever you think I am…you’re wrong…Innocence Lost – Principals Of Lust

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after all we’re all human in any shape or form we choose to see ourselves…some of us will be given privilege in this life…wealth and children…others will rake the dry earth looking for a morsel of food amongst the dust…some of us will excel in education…some in sport…and so on…whatever your game maybe in this life…

download (2)make sure you’re a player…rather than no more than just a fan…rich or poor…black or white including every colour under the sun…make sure you understand yourself best of all…only then do you become an opponent…making every move you make a conscious decision…

killer-chess-blood-murder knowing the consequence of any short coming could result in your play time being placed on the sidelines…until your soul realises the crown and glory of a pawn…a heart willing to fight for survival regardless of stature or title…a heart who reclaims its rightful ownership to seat its own soul in the centre of its own universe…only then will the transformation begin

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every human has a right to rule their world according to The Lord Of World’s Intelligence…after all He is…The All Wise, The All Knowing…the reality is…it’s a must for all of Creation including you and I my dear to follow the guidance of the Creator of mankind and the devil alike…

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of course everybody has the right to chose an alternative source…right or wrong whatever your belief maybe…win or lose will be down to your own soul my dear…as for me…

Chess_Wallpaper_1680x1050_wallpaperhere   I take the prospect of losing very seriously…my intentions are open for all to see…if you think I’m pulling your leg my invisible other…think again my imaginary friend…if you think I’m mad or maybe crazy…I would sincerely like to thank you…for taking the time to think you know me…

cropped-angeluc-chess.jpg I’m what you would call a perfectionist…according to a heart who knows fair well my ego is drenched in imperfections…right up to my eye balls…one thing I’m not…a people pleaser of any kind…my heart was lenient towards the monster’s within this world including my own…because the ache in my chest told me where they were coming from…

Brain-Artwork-Heart-Vs-Brain every soul is born with a fitrah placed deep within their heart…a wisdom of good and evil from as far back as remembrance…the memories at any given time are stored for a purpose…every soul’s future to come…I’m in my third trimester of this life time…some will call forty years middle aged…old…if that’s what you believe my imaginary friend…be my guest…

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the stage I believe I’ve reached…insanely sane…insanity according to my own prognosis…a declaration of the faithful…I do solemnly swear to call myself insane in a world where everyone should now know I’m not crazy…according to the sane world

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I’m talking about my heart reverting back to its state of purity in adult years…the door to all my worst fears came true…turning the unreal into the now known…

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the fight between my ego and heart ended in check mate…my soul changed places with a throne less queen…not looking for a crown but a way back home…promising with my whole being to behave myself from now on…imperfections leave room for improvements…weaknesses were made to be strengthened…

mirror-chess-pawn-queen-reflection there are so many strategies in play…a child born into today’s world could easily be eaten alive…from a very young age Innocence lost happens before you know it…that’s the point of entry…the devil knows when the fruit becomes ripe…but that doesn’t stop him from wanting to prematurely taste his ware’s…

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turning the life of this world into the garden of evil…not exactly heaven on earth…this life is no more than a replica of paradise…built on the lost dreams of the devil himself…making the most of this life becomes a fate worse than death…falling back on choice…you can walk down one of two paths…with one direction in mind…right or wrong

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All mind travellers embrace your soul as we head towards the road to hell…through my eye’s only my invisible other…welcome to insanity the world I was born and raised…once again I use the word insane to describe the world I never called home…

masterchess-glass-board-games a soul born with a purity that makes the heart shine…an innocence so precious it gives the heart the will to gleam every time sincerity smiles…every soul was placed on planet earth for one reason only…to worship The Lord Of The World’s whole heartedly…to seek the path that deserves the love of The Merciful One…pledging one’s loyalty…placing ones fears and trust in Him alone…

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the hearts of human beings should have one ambition…to stay true to innocence like your soul depends upon death…every injustice comes with a retribution and every consequence due to our own actions will be a just desserts in due course…little did I know any of this crucial intelligence in childhood…my soul was placed far away from the truth leaving my ego complacent for the time being…

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by word of mouth the spiritual world was concealed from my sight…wrapped in silence and placed in the closet at the back of everyone’s mind…the soul becomes a hidden observer trapped in the confinements of subconscious bliss…

2f5124228aedff9e69617ab6ae17a4ee unable to recognise its true self…the very existence of one’s spiritual being is put to question…my senses honed in on negativity like a lightening rod…the shadows attracted my attention throughout my life including my own…a magnet that fed on negative energy like bee’s to honey…

1050646885_CMyDocumentsalice I was disassociated from the so called reality so much so…I grew to suit the needs of others…building bonds to belong and blend into the background noise…a breathing space was the distance between love…despise and desire

3702369-monochromatic-image-of-an-adult-and-child-playing-chess taking the goodness along with the darker side that followed…those chosen for my guardianship were well established and deep rooted to planet earth long before I made an appearance…their own dreams and beliefs became the most part my own decorum…

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parents were never meant to be role models parse…after all some religions believe every child is born a sinner and raised by sinners…every human being has to carry the weight of sin committed by Adam and Eve in the garden of Eden…the original sin

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some people believe Jesus died for their sins…leaving behind kings…bishops and noble men to carry on the faithful task of doing God’s work…

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surely after sin had been acquitted man would’ve evolved…and yet child birth remains to be extremely painful and man is more a sinner now than ever before…

queen-victoria-head-off-tudor-animation I believe every soul today should take heed and become acquainted with the ordained teachings of the prophet Mohammed…He received direct revelation passed to him through the Angel Gabriel

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a guidance that passes on a wisdom that contains a dire warning and one of glad tidings for all mankind…a blessing full of knowledge to benefit the young and old…

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Innocence lacked belief and truth in the world chosen for my earlier stay on this planet…all the goodness of human nature had been aborted and fed to the pigs…making my soul’s journey one of a cover up from the beginning…God was a thing of the past no one cared to talk about…

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people who lacked wisdom made up for their lies…by telling the one who asked a question…you don’t need to know the truth in around about sort of way…I understood the smell of bullshit from a young age…I never quite got the answers I was looking for…

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I was always curious about the whereabouts of both my parents…when one or the other wasn’t around…I would enquire to find out why…nothing out the ordinary I would agree…the reply’s I received were stereotypical as far as my mind could see…after all I’m talking from memory…words are impressionable on a mind that knows nothing…

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when I asked my mother where’s my father…her response was immediate…He’s gone to see a man about a dog…a little white lie that played a hoax…my minds first reaction was seeing a tiny puppy come running through the door as soon as my father had returned home…

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a glimmer of hope on my part because I loved dogs…and wanted nothing more than a puppy to call my own…becoming conscious of time the moment I wondered how much longer will my playmate be away for…

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when you watch the clock anticipation and dread hangs in the balance…whipping up a brain storm of possible thoughts…

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the first whisper that enters my mind…how sure was I about the likelihood of a new best friend becoming part of my life…placing doubt in my heart about my own concocted idea of what that one sentence meant…giving the soothe sayer the benefit of doubt…

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the description of my father’s absence was pliable…I had no motive to think why would my mother tell me a fib…making my assumption closer to the truth…I mean why else would he go to see a man about a dog…unless he was thinking about buying one…all sorts of possibilities crossed my mind…the worst scenario involved a hookah…forgive me for knowing more than I should have

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the reality was when he finally arrived home…from where ever it was he did roam…the first thing I didn’t see was a fluffy puppy…asking in a polite conversation what happen to the dog…he replied what dog…looking at me like I had lost my mind…kinda like who have you been talking too…so to speak…there’s me thinking you’re one to talk…

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My fathers favourite line in my mind was when we played the same game…my father and I…the whereabouts of the spouse…the reply my father gave opened my mind to suggestion…I broadly asked: where’s mum gone dad…she’s ran away with a black man…although you might think more towards a racial undertone in his flippant speech…in my eye’s it was no more than jealously

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why would she do such a thing was not my first port of call…after all an hour of watching top of the pops…not forgetting the sportsman…brought the bulge in my eyes to a flaunted reality…

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the whole thought turned into a deep seated fascination…although I knew fair well my mother hadn’t ran away with any man the moment she walked through the front door…carrying shopping bags

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I knew from the moment it was aired…it was an untruth…how…why wasn’t my father devastated and heart broken…or at least a sense of dread…otherwise acting like nothing has happened out of the ordinary…led me to believe nothing actually did…happen I mean….in reality they could’ve saved my heart the disappointment of knowing I can trust nobody…

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the second time I heard either punch line…I knew instantly I was being lied to…if they had told me…mind your own business trust me my dear…I would of been happier…the reality was it happened to be a blessing in disguise at the time…later in life a wisdom endured…until the heart finds its way back to its original state…distilled…it will never find peace…in this world or the world to come…this is my goal

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The first time I caught a glimpse of the devil…I wanted no helper apart from God to be my protector…I knew the devil existed so why not God…knowing fair well if I put my trust in human beings I would take a fall…

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I didn’t need a teacher to dull my instincts or to tell me what I can and can’t feel…there was no doubt when it came down to doing the right thing…the wrong thing concerned my soul…I automatically knew the reality of evil by the scent of fear caught in the laden atmosphere….

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having wisdom as a child is a gift…every newborns heart is equipped with a balanced measure of good and evil…before the child could read or write the heart was conscious…laughter and smiling is the answer to every word outspoken…

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regardless of another’s intentions…childish or otherwise…until the heart understands the meaning behind any given instruction…whether it be guidance or command…right or wrong…the heart will never know its own true intention…the soul remains hidden until subliminal becomes sublime…

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once the heart understands the trick of the devil…only then can wisdom be applied… my own innocence drove the devil insane…I became the devil’s obsession until I made himself my hobby…although I must confess…if I didn’t wise up fast…the advances of Amadeus would’ve run away with myself…He would out smart my soul’s objections leading my heart astray…

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in the not so far future…my memories that never came to pass…caught up with my curiosity sooner than I thought…or should I say truly imagined…two harmless indications of hidden truth actually became a stepping stone to finding out the proof…the day did actually come true…when a bundle of love was given to me as a going away gift…puppy love was my consolation prize…before my father jumped ship…

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as for the innuendo that contained a slur of racial misconduct…I can tell you right now my invisible other…there is no difference between any man alive…a part from the colour of his heart beating within the confinements of his chest…don’t be fooled by the knight in shining armour disguise…I for one knew exactly who I was dealing with…and yet I still took a bite of the apple against my hearts better judgement can you imagine…I chose to take the devil by the horns…innocent or not

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fortunately I got away with murder in mind…giving my soul the freedom to live another day…everything changed the day I looked Amadeus in the eye…

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a whole new ball game…an establishment that minds its own business…what’s the name of the game…you tell me

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